Damn 1t, i am such a bad daughta....hix hix Mom's Bday has b33n overed lyk wat...3 dayz ago??? >_< DARN! And i'm still t00 laziiieee 2 post somthin' up 2 congrats....Anyway, here it comes...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

I WISH ALL OF IT

TO BE THE BEST

FOR YOU AND ONLY YOU

Looking back at the past with emotional thoughts, i can't help but

 keep on treasuring you. To be born by you, i was the luckiest and

 happiest girl in this earth.  I know that this life has

brought me to an angel's arms,  where i can find myself safe and sound in

 your cosy lap.

Let me tell you this:

I love it when you giggle with your nose weird sound

I love it when you laugh crazily and tickle my hips

I love the way you hold my hands

I love it when you sleep

Under a deep, dirty blanket of my bed

Like I told you, I'd foundd a fairy

Who comforts and holds me at night

A fairy with her head always in a mess

Her smooth hands which run through my hair

And her kiss, gently on my cheeks.

How could i possibly forget

About you even only once?

With my heart, deeply i take your love

And return it with my life

Parce que tu es Ma Man

The one who i'll never forget

And unable to leave behind.

JE T'AIME!

Sometimes late at night....

I lie awake, and wonder if in somewhere else you'll be thinking of me...

And then i saw a little star...

Falling onto my palm while i rest under the moonlight...

This peaceful feeling makes me realised...

How meaningful life is...

Even if i'm here, alone...

Console by the wonder of nature...

I'm no longer afraid of the darkness i once fear...

And then, i close my eyes...

Imagine i got lost in the milky light...

Walking on the boulevard of yellow stars...

Never been happier than this...

Even though i was with myself...

Alone...

And the dance keeps on going...

The red shade soon fades away...

Could you believe in the way she was moving...

Like a snake, smooth but yet strong...

Soon it'll come to end...

The life that has been broken...

Now falling into deep sleep...

With its natural instinct,

One day, it'll wake up again...

These eyes which haunt me, console me with their beauty...

Coldness passes by...The tears i cry...

Alone in my room...Walled up by my fear...

Slowly i curl up...Trying to sleep tight...

The nightmares got caught....Walking in my minds....

Afraid of the dark? Anxious of thunders?

Loveless...Conciousless...I'm being the moon...

Without its blue sky, where'd the moon come to?

Unanswered question...Dishonest with love...

A chapter of life...Starting from today...

Je l'aime....Je ne sais pas....should i continue loving...?????

I'll never try to hold you back
I'll never try controlling you
If it's what you want
It's what i want
I want what's best for you...

And if it's something that you're looking for
I'll be the first to help you try
Believe me when i say
It's hard to say au revoir...

Somehow, sometimes, the fire inside me burns me up badly. The feelings are still haunting

me from every dream i have... This love cannot be forgotten...This love cannot be

deserted...

Though you're long gone, i could still smell the scent of your body...The warmth i once felt

when you gently touched my shoulder...The sudden shaking whenever i caught your

eyes...

This love has taken a part of me;without that part, i cannot breath. Because...YOU have

taken my heart, mon cherie sucré...

If you're not the one

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?

If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?

If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call

If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all



I never know what the future brings

But I know you are here with me now

We'll make it through

And I hope you are the one I share my life with



I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?



If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?

If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?

If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?

If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?



I don't know why you're so far away

But I know that this much is true

We'll make it through

And I hope you are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with

And I pray in you're the one I build my home with

I hope I love you all my life



I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?



'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away

And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right

And though I can't be with you tonight

And know my heart is by your side



I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms